Hit 45,500 words today. I am nearing the climax of the book. It is very, very different than the first draft. I don’t know how this story should end. Honestly, I am very bad with endings. I didn’t want to write this morning.
Perhaps it was because I was crying as I wrote. Again, I don’t know why. But I have found that whenever I don’t want to write, it is a signal of something deep inside that I am afraid of.
In the climax of this book, Sneeners comes face to face with villain. I have avoided this the whole book. I suppose tomorrow I will find out whether he lives or dies. Ufta. Not excited for 4 a.m.